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Are you scared of dying?
There are moments that mark your life: Falling in love. Leaving home. Your first time on a plane. Getting your heart broken. Your...
Written in the stars
Fifteen years ago, I was standing at the bar when a friend I’d only just met gave me a piece of advice. “Right now it will feel like you...


Fly.
A spark ignites. A flame begins to flicker. A hot air balloon lifts up off the ground. It sets out on a course, before answering to the...


Closing time.
They say life gives you what you need; not always what you want. 'They' also say that you can't control the cards you're dealt; just how...


The first time
The first time I I fell in love I had a camera in my hands. Through the looking glass I saw my fears, my insecurities, my regrets, my...


Fall down seven times, stand up eight.
That's what you do, right? You get on with it. Or at least you try to. I put one foot in front of the other, feel the sun on my skin,...


The war I tell no one about.
They say you don't know what you've got until it's gone. Or that you don't know how much something meant until it's taken away from you....


time travelling
Isn't it fascinating the way smell can transport you back in time? Rain on a summers day. Eucalyptus oil and menthol on your grandpa's...


Note to self
The memory of old flames and the bitter taste of their names. Watching my grandfather's soul leave his body next to his hospital bed....


To the ones who still believe in Love
"Mummy, why do people get married?" A little voice perks up from the back seat. When my pre-schooler isn't probing me about his next...


And my story goes on, without you
Two shots of tequila deep but it's no antidote for the guilt. Heart beating Lust waning Time passing Another glass of wine And I convince...


Lovefools
We throw caution to the wind and we fantasise about leaving it all behind. our hands clasp, lips meet, you bring me to my knees and you...


the elephant grey chair
It's 2009. Another month. Another session. And I'm reunited with the elephant-grey recliner. I sink deep into the chair and cross my...


What if
I’m freefalling in an alternate world and before I know it I’m lost in a fantasy thinking what it would be like to freeze time to be on a...


Live your life and forget your age: A letter to my 30 year old self
Dear Michelle, While your 20s were masked with blind optimism, your 30s will have you believe that staying married to the same person is...


noodle soup
I remember sitting down to breakfast when I was maybe 8 or 9. My mum put a bowl of noodle soup in front of me. It takes her two days to...


mother is a verb not a noun
Those close to me know I’m unapologetically straight up about how much I’ve struggled with being a mother since becoming one almost five...


a letter to myself
It is the middle of January, two thousand and sixteen. At 33 weeks pregnant, you swear black and blue you're never ever gonna be pregnant...


the bags i pack
CANDLELIGHT FLICKERS. And I sit across from him, doing a business deal at 6 o'clock on a Sunday evening. The deal was this: if I leave, I...


The last word
A symphony of awkward silences orchestrate a merry-go-round of melodies ever so tenderly. Three months ago, he would be tracing his...
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